Larger Than Expected

I'm not the only one who expresses thought in text
I see all sorts of people dying on t.v., sometimes I feel i'm next
At times i'm all confused, maybe sligthly vexed
And just cause others may be vexed too,
Doesn't mean that our lives, are as close as 1 and 2
A lot of what we say isn't what we meant
Matter of coincidence is what deters their judgement
Like if I was expecting you to call, and you expected the same of me
They say the world is real small and that I don't see
In my point of view it's actually really big
Not only when i'm fine, but after I've taken taht swig
Most of the time I'm focused on my life
Trying to keep it calm, escaping all that hype
But sometimes I wonder, as i'm staring out my window
I should be out there, not in door
I see passing cars, nothing but a flash on the bqe
I start to count them, there goes 1,2,3, 
All of these people hurrying home from work or from school
Maybe heading for the city, or a park-side pool
Different sort of people living there own lives
Some go home to empty houses, others go home to wives
How can it be a small world out there??
There's so many people out without a care
About me and my life, and what I do everyday
They don't know about me or what could happen anyday
In fact, when I come to think
There are so many missing links
Even my own parents, I don't really know
They had their own childhood and even mo'
There are so many other people that live across the earth
Some maybe crying while others filled with mirth
My own mind only encompasses a very few
Those who effect the canvas of my life, changing around it's hue
These certain people affect me many ways, and I in turn them
From once a week and to sometimes many days
But to those who I don't know, who aren't my friend or my foe
I don't know you and you don't know me
This is a large world...